So, it's not a physical sensation at all that you dreaded most, but the knowledge that you had no control over the outcome? And, if that is the case, as a wild theoretical: if someone, anyone else, not associated with Void, had done such a thing to you at the time, would you have felt the same fear, or would it have been anger, or something else?
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Date: 2006-10-21 06:54 am (UTC)