Auspex (
primus_seeress) wrote2008-03-25 02:53 am
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More News of Teletraan; Thrust Worries
*Auspex is attempting to study an obscure text. She is somewhat distracted, still reeling a bit about the recent events, the new friend she lost so soon, and what an enigma he was... as well as the experience of having her innate abilities boosted by a Cybertronian with Mini-Con power-augmenting energy, without the need of the specific port that no one in her universe possesses... and a new dent in the wall that needs repair, introduced by a very large helicopter Cybertronian from a very alien universe. It's... been strange lately, even for her.*
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Again he offers her the box.
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Ah... I'd forgotten that your native people mine energon. *She tilts her head as she turns it over in her hands, with an air of childlike discovery* And you eat this? *she taps at it carefully with a forefinger*
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*she smiles graciously, taking another small piece, before returning it to its box. One gets the impression it will last her half a vorn, at this rate, reluctant as she is to indulge herself* Thank you, Thrust, for your generosity.
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"Besides letting yourself be influenced by Autobots, what have you been up to?"
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*The wince grows more pronounced, rather on the pained side* Please, you speak rashly; you really have no idea why they were here. Faction has little to do with it.
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*she blinks at him in startlement and more than a little confusion as he removes the mask; she vaguely senses the point he's trying to make, but really, it has the opposite effect; sincerity is gone, he is attempting to ingratiate himself to her and her god, he is trying too hard to regain what he hasn't even lost. She shakes her head again, sadly*
Did I not say, that I trust you, in spite of the fact that you are not trustworthy? I trust you less, when you attempt to make yourself into more than what you are. I have no doubt you've used that gesture before to win trust, whether or not it was deserved. That means nothing to Primus; there is nothing you can hide from him. I might find the show of faith more reassuring, if not for the reasoning I see behind the action.
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You have...a great point there, yes. *tone goes into grovelling mode* But you know I would never wish harm upon you. If I do this, I do it to make you more comfortable. I thought you wanted me to be open.
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*she almost winces at his supplicating tone, but attempts to overlook it for the moment* I am not questioning your trustworthiness. I know what it is, and what it is not, regardless of what you outwardly present, and I thank you for being as honest with me as you have been. I do appreciate openness, that you truly represent what I can already sense. Masks are not of consequence, unless you feel that you hide your nature behind it, as well as your face.
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No, I am honored to have a friend that cares to watch for my safety... even if, perhaps, you do so more for your own benefit, than mine. I admit I felt more secure for your presence there, when my sanctuary's attacker came to the Nexus; I thank you for that, and for every other time you've been there when I've had to take frightening risks, such as after my encounter with Megatron under Unicron's control. But... there are also times when I know I am safe.
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I inquired of Primus, and he assured me of Ratchet and Ironhide's intentions. That was enough to put my concerns to rest. Even the Cybertronians that frighten me, can do me no harm, unless Primus allows, though at times he will. I fear, when Primus tells me beforehand that injury is a possibility, because I wish to avoid pain as much as anyone, but he will tell me, first. And I cannot, and will not, refuse him, when he directs me to speak with someone, even if I will be harmed.
I... don't see how I can stay as safe as you might wish, if Primus calls me to speak with someone dangerous. In a case such as that, you attempt to defy Primus, by keeping me away. There are times when I will not be safe, but I cannot avoid them.
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*She struggles to think of a situation that would match his scenario, some sort of wild theoretical that could possibly fit - but then, it is the Nexus involved, it probably exists, somewhere. The odds of it showing up in the Nexus, however, are not great*
The most dangerous, for me, would be someone such as Void, who is given over to Chaos, but still possesses a spark of Primus. On the other hand, I'm sure I would react as I would to any other servant of Unicron... surely I would not be able to sense Primus' spark in amongst all the Chaos. I couldn't see Jetstorm's spark, or his brothers', until the Chaos was gone. After that, they were as normal to my senses as any other Cybertronian. *she specifically emphasizes this final point*
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But, I know what my god is capable of, and he, in turn, knows the sorts of things Unicron is capable of. That does not mean I cannot make mistakes, and I do see why you are concerned; but what do you suggest I do? What exactly does "being careful" entail, and when does it start becoming paranoia? And why do you wish to apply it to someone just as capable, and just as unlikely, to do me harm, as you are?
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