Here Calls the Spark of Primus.

((Blah, this is far ahead in the timeline, since I wasn't going to have her write anything until she's back from Autobot city. Though I guess this is taking place during that, considering the ghosts from the Allspark wandering... heck, I dunno. Will all be rearranged again eventually. :p ))

((Thrust and Auspex got into a bit of a disagreement in this thread, referenced here.))

Auspex has had a few troubling encounters in the Nexus lately... she finds herself preoccupied, worried, praying for her charges more than ever. She is doing so now, in her preferred spot for prayer, arms resting on her knees, palms to the floor, as though she hopes to absorb some reassurance from Primus through the ground.

Pain, fear, chastisement, frustration, exasperation... Primus, soothe them away...

I believe Primus is reminding me not to be impatient; I have been restless in this last week.  I've been to the Nexus again, to while away the time, and in hopes Primus will lead me to more of my people.  The only other Cybertronian I've met, besides Cureall and Thrust, is Megatron.  I believe he is the one from Thrust's universe, perhaps from a time after Thrust's death, though I'm not completely sure.  Either way, the encounter was not a pleasant one.

An organic male was talking about metal (and music, although how the two concepts are related is beyond me).  Someone commented on the metal composing Unicron's body, and using it to forge armor, as well as usurping his power.  Needless to say, it caused me much alarm, and I found myself staring at a large Decepticon.  I've only seen a few images of that world's Megatron, and cannot differentiate between his occasional design changes, but otherwise he is quite distinctive, and instantly recognizable.  I objected to his dangerous words, and told him I was a servant of Primus.  And he... *Auspex pauses, willing her inner circuitry to cease the tiny surges of incredulity and anger*  He said, and I quote, "I wonder what will befall you when I absorb his spark's power as well."

I am not quick to negative emotional responses, as that would not befit a servant of our god.  Normally, I would reject such a ridiculous statement outright, as a madman's ravings.  But, from what I've heard of his interactions with Unicron, and from what his followers believe, there is actual evidence that he does indeed hold sway over the Chaos Bringer's power!  As for myself: I simply cannot believe that one of our kind could possibly harness the energy of Chaos and Death incarnate, without being utterly destroyed from the inside.  I believe Unicron is using him, making Megatron believe he has power over him, responding to his wishes as though he has no choice, only to turn at the right moment and devour him.  If Megatron's delusions ended there, I would not be so indignant.  But the sheer presumption, the depth of his folly, to believe he could take the life and the power of our magnificent creator, and want to...!  It is beyond my capacity to understand.

And yet... a small part of me is fearful, simply because of his conviction and sincerity.  Oh, Primus, my dearest lord, surely you could not be overtaken!  Forgive me, mighty one, for even thinking it...