Auspex (
primus_seeress) wrote2008-03-25 02:53 am
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More News of Teletraan; Thrust Worries
*Auspex is attempting to study an obscure text. She is somewhat distracted, still reeling a bit about the recent events, the new friend she lost so soon, and what an enigma he was... as well as the experience of having her innate abilities boosted by a Cybertronian with Mini-Con power-augmenting energy, without the need of the specific port that no one in her universe possesses... and a new dent in the wall that needs repair, introduced by a very large helicopter Cybertronian from a very alien universe. It's... been strange lately, even for her.*
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I'm not sure why it seems so impossible to you, but everyone has such emotions about someone, and petty grievances no longer seem as important as they once were, when a spark is one with all other sparks. It is not a change of personality, but of perspective.
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*Softly* Does this discourage you from telling them?
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You cite the fact that he is not innocent, or altruistic, or trustworthy, and yet you realize that you are not known for those qualities, either; still, I trust you, in as much as I can. Why, then, do you object, when I trust others by those standards, except that you are distorting truth to serve your needs, or choosing which truths to believe?
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Auspex, I hardly mean this to be offensive, but I trust you because I need you. If I did not need you, if I was a less spiritual mech with no regard for your wise counsel, our relationship would be a bit more dangerous.
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Essentially, then, you would make any argument you can, regardless of what you actually believe, in order to convince me not to put myself in danger, and leave you without a guide?
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But the jealousy, then? You attempt to discredit other visitors and charges, you wish to seem more worthy of my attention than they are? *still, she is not accusing, asking gently, gaze a little melancholy, if anything*
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Foolish or not, I consider you my friend... but I cannot give you, or anyone else, precedence over others. This is why I am normally only sent one person at a time to speak with. Why that was not the case, in this instance, I am not yet sure.
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You cannot monopolize my attention when it is divided, but Primus tends to orchestrate the timing, so this will not happen. That he did not, this time, means there is a lesson to be learned here, for both of us. But do not leave me with your anger, simply because I can only see to one person at a time.
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Do not use my pain to manipulate me; you do me a disservice.
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