Scourge Arrives

[primus_seeress]

*Auspex is wandering in the wildernesses around her sanctuary. There are times she simply needs to see the sky and stars, and seek Primus in the landscape of her homeworld. She drifts over the plains, utilizing her seldom-used hover vehicle mode. She finds a peculiar outcropping of metal, transforms, and climbs up a little higher, to perch on it, and survey the scenery.*

*She has a suspicion Primus has a purpose for her being here... but doesn't he always? She murmurs a prayer as she watches the serene landscape.*

((originally dated 2006-10-14 23:23:00))

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[primus_seeress]

Whatever comes to your mind first. If you can't think of anything, you could tell me about what Dreadboots did.

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

*optics flicker* When we first came here, Void sent me and the Sweeps out scouting. They went one way, I went another, and then I got lost. I couldn't contact Void so I set down on an asteroid, near the wreck of a merchant ship. I was there about...I don't know, it might have been a month. I ran out of energon and... *fidgets* Started eating what was left of the crew and cargo. Aliya aren't that bad when they're burnt and compressed into sludge.

Anyway, Void and Dreadboots found me at the same time. I think Void was getting tired of me, but Dreadboots made him a better offer than getting rid of me. He'd trade my life in exchange for our wings. *shakes his head* I still can't believe she did that.

[primus_seeress]

*she winces, sighing a little* They were probably better company than Void...

Your wings...? Oh.. the obsession with 'parts' that carry pain. Well, Dreadboots had the right idea. *she smiles faintly* She knew your worth, and acted accordingly. She may not have known you personally, but she works with your counterpart, and she knew the person you could be if you were free of Void's cruelty. I'm sorry you both had to lose your wings, but was it not worth it, to be out of his presence, without him hunting you?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

I'd spend a lifetime without my wings, if it meant getting rid of him. But...I never thought I'd actually see Galvatron again.

[primus_seeress]

*She nods, definitely agreeing with that assessment. The next statement gives her pause* I haven't been told explicitly, but I've heard enough to know that Galvatron is no longer alive in your universe, and at Void's hand, I gather. Perhaps you'll want to talk about seeing him again? Thinking of slightly more pleasant memories is beneficial also, if you'd like to rest for a moment before looking at more unsettling ones.

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

Going back to see Galvatron, you mean? Cyclonus says we should take care of rebuilding first and not bother Galvatron until then, and he's more desperate than me.

*quieter* I think Galvatron's the only one who could have made me stop cowering on the floor.

[primus_seeress]

I actually meant how you felt seeing him again when Dreadboots brought you back, but I understand the need to bring more stability to your own people, first, before visiting again. *she nods*

*she glances at him in mild curiosity* He inspires much confidence in his people, so I've heard.

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

*smiles in a less bitter fashion, looking almost dreamily at the sky* You have no idea. He's power incarnate, he's everything a Decepticon aspires to be but can never been. *he's charismatic as hell, insanity aside* Void knew what he was doing when he murdered our Galvatron. Cyclonus is smart but he just doesn't have the same power to command an army.

I was terrified and he just knelt on the floor and took my hands...I couldn't stop looking at him. He made me feel stronger just by meeting my gaze.

[primus_seeress]

*she nods thoughtfully* He bolstered your self-worth, by showing you that your presence in the universe matters to him, and the things that are so inspiring about him gave you hope. I think you have more opportunity for hope, now that Void is gone... it's the self-worth you need to strengthen.

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

I can hope. Without Void, things can only get better. *he looks down again* But it doesn't change the fact that I could barely lift my gun during our final battle against him. I hid.

[primus_seeress]

*She glances at him sympathetically* Do you have any ideas about why you reacted that way?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

Too scared. *his fingers fidget about each other* Not used to raising my hand against anyone on Void's side.

[primus_seeress]

Were you afraid Void would try to capture you again, or do his people themselves inspire fear?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

The latter. I wasn't going to let Void take me alive, not again.

[primus_seeress]

*she nods in understanding. His mind probably could not have withstood a third capture, anyway. She winces at the thought.* His people were loyal to him, then? Were they cruel to you, also?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

Jetstorm did whatever Void said. The others didn't care very much, about me or about Void.

[primus_seeress]

What makes them frightening to you, then? *seeking information, not chiding*

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

They belong to Void. They're his hands and feet, his guns and shield.

[primus_seeress]

*she nods* They don't care for him, but they follow him? Are they frightened of him as well? Do you have any bad memories of them?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

They aren't frightened. The Stunticronians weren't cruel all that often, but Jetstorm was his foremost torturer. And he was good.

[primus_seeress]

*Her optics flicker briefly* He... has his own issues, but he is recovering. I imagine, though, at the time, he was quite fearsome. Did Void inflict pain on you himself, or Jetstorm, or both?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

Both. Can we not talk about this?

[primus_seeress]

*She nods again, speaking gently* All right. It cannot, and does not all need to be addressed at once. Something slightly less traumatic, then?

[corruptedhope.livejournal.com]

Not much about it all that wasn't traumatic. It's been...

*he pauses* Most of my life, really. A day before Void, a week and a half before being captured, and a month since he was defeated. Most of my life.

[primus_seeress]

*she sighs* I see... it makes it harder for you to think differently, if you've endured this for so much of your life. But it is not impossible.

How are you getting along with the other Decepticons, now?